1000 views. By:Long_Rifle
Contains: Female Mental
Regression
Yeah, I know it isn’t much
compared to the hundreds of thousands of views that others have. But I’ll take what I can get! So thanks!
Becky had heard her phone
ringing and ran for it, making it at the last second, she could tell from the
ring that it was a friend of hers. “Hey
April! What’s up girl?”
April sounded odd, “Beck, I
found this weird story on Deviant Art.
You’re not going to believe it.”
Becky was already walking
towards her computer, “Sweet, what’s the link?”
There was the sound of
clicking, “Oh, just do a lookup for ‘1000 views‘. It’s, like the strangest thing.” Becky thought she heard something on the
other side of the line, like yelling.
April came back on, “Dam, I’ve got to go, mom wants something. Call me after you read it, it’s just crazy.”
Becky set the phone down and
brought up her DA page, then did a search for 1000 views. She didn’t understand why April though
something on DA was strange, almost everything was strange there. But when the search completed she found April
was probably right. “Long-Rifle eh? What kind of name is that?” She started reading a few lines of the
story. And stopped. “The main character is named Becky? Weird.”
she thought. “But not really that
weird.”
But she kept reading. “What the hell is this guy into?” She read past the intro, skipped a few lines
into the start of the story and read.
“Becky turned from her
computer and saw a diaper laying on her bed.“
“What the hell. Diapers?”
She couldn’t believe a person would write something like that. “Where
the hell did the diaper come from?” She wondered. “This guy isn’t even explaining
anything. She shook her head and read
on, skipping a few sentences into the story.
“She knew she shouldn’t but
she had to know if it was true. She
pulled her shorts off and gently-”
“Ewww! No way!
I’d never put a diaper on, that’s
so gross!” Becky didn’t understand why,
but she really wanted to see where the story was going. She didn’t want to read every line, so she
kept skipping forward a few sentences at a time.
“Becky could hear the diaper
crinkling with every step, she had hoped it wasn’t true. But now she couldn’t deny-”
Becky was starting to get
confused, “Where the hell is this going?”
“Tears started to run down
her face as she kept reading, she couldn’t believe what she had gotten herself
into. She hoped there was a way out of
it. That she wouldn’t end up like her
friend-”
Becky decided the story was
just getting creepier, she skipped to almost the very end and kept reading.
“-pulled the fresh diaper
back up, and taped it in place. Becky blushed at the idea of her mother
changing her po-”
Finally she had had enough,
Becky ran her mouse over to the upper right hand corner and shut down Fire
Fox. “That is some sick shit!” she said
to herself. She couldn’t believe April
would send her to something like that. “That
guy has a fucking problem. Why would he
write stories about teenagers using diapers? That’s just sick!”
She grabbed her phone and hit
April’s number. She listened as it
rang. She thought it was about to go to
voicemail when she answered, “Finally, why the hell did you send me there?”
But what sounded like April’s
mother answered, “Um… Becky… Right?”
“Yeah, sorry. Is April around?”
There was a moment of
hesitation. “She’s not available right
now. Can you call later, she’s taking a
nap right now.”
“Oh.” Becky felt like laughing, “She stay up partying to long last night?”
she said with a chuckle.
April’s mother sounded like
she thought it was funny too. “Yeah! The little hell raiser just wouldn’t go to
bed. Call after five okay?”
Becky shook her head, still
smiling to herself, “Sure thing, bye.”
She slapped the phone closed and looked at the desktop image of her
computer. It was a picture of her and
April smiling and clowning for the camera.
“April… I swear I’m going to get
you for that story crap!” She turned
from her computer, and did a double take.
“What the hell is that?”
She walked closer to it. “A diaper?!”
She bent closer to it, “A fucking diaper! What the fuck!” She poked at it, them picked it up. It was bigger then any Pampers she had ever
seen, Becky was sure she would be able to fit in it if tried to wear it. She turned back towards her door, diaper
still in hand. It was closed. She walked closer to it, then pulled on the
knob. “I knew I locked it.” she looked
down at the diaper in her hand. “How the
hell did this get in here?”
She had an idea, she looked
towards her closet and saw that it’s door was cracked. With a leap she landed close enough to grab
it with her hand and swing it widely open.
“Ah ha! April! Thought you could…” She stopped, then started rooting around in
her clothes and shoes at the bottom of the closet. “You have to be in here.” she said as she
looked for anyone. But it was empty.
She turned back towards the bed,
her eyes opening wide when she saw the space under it. She dropped down and threw up the bedspread,
only to see clear through to the wall. “Nothing…”
she whispered.
Becky didn’t understand. She looked towards her window, and checked
that the shade was still down, it might be unlocked but she would have seen and
heard anyone enter or exit.. Then sat
back down in her chair. The diaper was
still clenched in her hand, but during her search it had flopped open, and now
she could see that it would certainly fit her.
She set it down in front of the computer monitor and looked at it
closely. “This can’t be right. It looks like a real baby diaper.” she took a
careful whiff, “It smells exactly like a baby diaper to. What the hell is going on?”
She looked away from the
diaper, as she thought about the story.
She shook her head, “No way! It’s
just a story on the internet. Things
like that don’t happen.” But as she sat
there her curiosity kept her looking down at it. She got up, and checked her door. Making sure it was locked, before walking
back to her desk. The diaper was exactly
where she had left it. She knew it wasn’t
real. It was just a story. “The diaper didn’t appear by magic. April had to have put it there before, and I
didn’t notice it.”
But as she looked at it odd
feelings came to her. She knew it was
stupid, “Dam it! I’ll just put the dam
thing on. Then I can get back at April
later.” She knew she shouldn’t, deep
down she thought something was going on.
But she had to know.
Becky slowly slid her shorts
down to the floor and stepped out of them.
The diaper seemed warm to the touch as she grabbed it and set it out on
her bed. She gently sat herself down on
it, feeling the thick padding compress under her weight. Becky blushed as she folded the diaper up,
and over herself. Then tightly taped it in place. She poked at it with her fingers, then sat
up.
She couldn’t get over how
loud the crinkling was. It seemed so
weird. “Dam.” she said as she stood up
and walked a few circles. “No wonder
babies waddle. It’s the dam diapers.” She looked at her refection in a full length
mirror. She playfully sucked her thumb,
giggling at her own reflection. She
decided she’d take a few pictures for later.
“I do look fucking cute as hell anyways.” she figured. She was still looking for the camera when
goose bumps shot up her spine. “Whoa..
That was weird.” Afterward tingles were
still going through her body.
Becky took a deep breath, and
took a quick step. The odd tingling grew
more intense, and seemed to collect in the diapered area. “Oh…
Wow…” she thought as it grew more intense. She almost felt like moaning. The odd tingling had quickly grew to sexual
pleasure. She bent down, putting her
hands on the computer desk. Becky didn’t understand exactly what was going on,
but she liked it. Just as she though she
was going to finish the feeling started to pass. But she still enjoyed herself, as the entire
front of the diaper started to grow warm.
She basked in the pleasure. It
was so odd. She had never felt anything
like it before, but it felt strangely familiar.
She stood still in front of
the desk. Slowly getting her breath
back. “That… was… Wow…”
She used one of her hands to wipe some sweat from her forehead. Then decided she’d like to wear some pants
instead of the diaper. “Though, if
wearing a diaper feels like that, I might have to wear them more often.”
She took a few steps and
stopped. Something felt off. Becky took another step as she reached down
and massaged herself through the diaper.
It felt odd to her. Almost… “Wet!” she yelled. She looked down at the garment between her
legs to find it almost sagging off her lithe frame. “Oh fuck no!” she screamed. She reached for the tapes and pulled. Expecting the plastic to tear. But it was as if it was made of steel. She slipped her thumbs into to elastic top
and decided to just slide it down.
Becky pushed as hard as she
could, but it wouldn’t budge. “This isn’t
possible! This think should just slide
off!” But no matter how much she pushed,
pulled or wiggled, it wouldn’t move. “Fuck!” With a finale wiggle her hand slipped, and
she fell flat on her ass. “Owww! She stood up, rubbing her butt through the
diaper. She looked back to the
computer. She couldn’t deny it. Something was happening. Something she couldn’t explain.
She sat down, slowly onto her
squishy pants and clicked to hit the internet.
But her computer had went to sleep, so she had to wait for it to come
back up. As she waited Becky decided to
dial April one more time. The phone
picked up almost immediately. “April! What the fuck is going on here?”
The sound of whispers, “Becky?… I…
Becky… Not… Baby…” Came the raspy voice of April. Then stronger, “No read…. Stowy!”
Shock hit Becky. “April?
What’s wrong?”
“Ah… Ah… I wed da..
The stowy… It’s no gooder.” then April dissolved into tears.
“April! I already read the dam thing! What’s going on? What-”
Becket heard more shouting from the other end of the line.
“What are you doing
April? Is that my phone? Bad girl.” came the voice of April’s mother.
Becky felt terror as she
heard April screaming in a childish voice, “No Mama! Bad!
No baby!”
Then her mother spoke into
the phone. “Sorry about that. She seems to like playing with my phone. So are you and Becky still coming over later?”
Becky swallowed, “Me…
me and Becky?”
There was light hearted
laughing on the other side. “Of course,
I only have one crib, but since your little one isn’t even crawling yet we can
just swaddle her, and set her up on the couch next to us.”
Becky’s heart stopped. “I’m not… Er…
Becky’s not crawling yet?” Her
mind swam. She knew April’s mother. And she had never had a sense of humor
before. Can you put April back on
please?”
“Back on? What are you talking about? She’s just going to get drool all over it.
Opps. Hold on…” she heard the phone set down and waited
several seconds. Then April’s mother
came back, “Hey, nice talking to ya, see
you later. I got to change April, she
just shit her pants again. I swear, I’m
going to go back to breast feeding.
Maybe you can let April have a taste tonight. Cya!”
The line went dead. Becky let the phone drop to the floor. “No way!
This isn’t happening!” She looked
up at her computer and screamed. The
picture of her and Alice had changed.
Instead of them clowning around at the park she saw a picture of April
wearing nothing but a sagging diaper, smiling stupidly up at the camera. Becky started biting her hand as she looked
at herself, laying at April’s feet. In
what looked like a babies sleeper. A
ribbon in her hair. And a pacifier in
her mouth. “No… no…. no,” she kept
whispering as she studied the image. She
kept going back to the eyes, eyes that had no twinkle of intelligence behind
them.
There was a beep from the
computer that caused her to jump. She
clicked on the FireFox shortcut and rocked back and forth as it came up. She kept her privacy options on, so had to
retype everything to get back to DA, and the story. “Come on!” she yelled at the screen, as
another pulse of pleasure hit her. She
bit her lip as she came closer then before to going over the edge. She almost let herself go. Instead she fought it and clenched herself
tightly. As the pleasure left, she felt
the expected heat of her re-anointing her already wet diaper.
The story popped up. She felt light headed and giddy as she
started to read. Not skipping anything
this time. The farther she read, the more
terrified she got. It wasn’t just a
story afterall. Becky was reading
everything she had already experienced.
Except now she could read what had happened to April. Tears started to run down her face as she
read.
“As she finally relaxed and
gave in, she felt a wave of pleasure overwhelm her. She bucked on her bed. Drooling as she clutched at herself. A hand slid unbidden into the top of the wet
diaper. As it touched her she opened her
mouth and tried to scream. Instead an
eerie wail came from her mouth. She
closed her eyes as her body turned on her, and started to push a mess out and
into the already wet padding.
“Her eyes opened slowly. She didn’t know what time it was. She didn’t remember what had happened. She rolled to get off the bed and felt
something bulging between her legs. The
memories flooded back. She sat up,
gently touching the diaper she was wearing.
She moved her legs, and felt them hit something. “Rails!
Oh shit! I’m in a crib!” she felt
her fear rise, and instantly she was crying, then bawling like a baby. “Momma!
Mommaaa!” She knew how stupid she
sounded, but she couldn’t stop.”
Becky couldn’t take it, she
started skimming again. She decided she’d
rather not know exactly what had happened.
She started looking for her own name.
After several paragraphs she found it.
She read of herself calling April, and then of seeing the new image of
herself on the computer. Becky read
through her reading the story. Her pulse
started to quicken as she got closer to what she was doing, and what she could
expect. As her eyes hit the exact point
in the story of the present, something happened and the page jumped to the
bottom few paragraphs.
She refused to read them,
instead she scrolled back up, found her place and tried again. “Not happening, again. I need to know…” As her eyes found her previous point she read
past it, reading of her experience of going straight to the end, then as she
started to read into the present again, the page jumped, landing at the bottom
of the story. Becky felt like screaming,
she tried one more time. And the same
thing happened. “Fuck!” she screamed as
she looked at the page, not quite focusing on it. “Fine.” she thought as she felt another
pleasant pulse start to arrive. “I’ll
read the dam end.”
“Becky slowly stood on shaky
legs. She knew she didn’t have much
time. Her mother had just left to grab
the wipes and after this diaper change she knew she wouldn’t be able to walk
any longer. Her long graceful dancers
legs wobbled as she tried to get closer to April. Her feet pointed in, and her knees buckled as
she took step after step. The messy
diaper between her legs felt horrible at it moved, squishing the mess around
between her cheeks. “I’m not a
baby! I can walk!” she thought to herself. Shame burned as she heard her mother yelling
back to her.
“I got them honey! Now mommy can wipe that poopy bum of yours.!” Pleasure started to creep into her again as
the diaper was warmed by another spurt of her piss. She bit her lip, and held her breath. Trying to stop it. Instead it grew stronger. She toddled one last time, and fell to her
hands and knees.
Becky started to cry. She knew she would never walk again. She tried to finish her trip to April. She looked up at her friend and felt her hope
die. April was laying on her back, happily chewing on her own toes. Becky felt a sense of despair as she looked at her perfect body, and
thought it would be reduced to babyish actions and pleasures.
She raised her arm to crawl
forward, and dropped to her belly. She
tried to get up again, and instead rolled over onto her back. Becky screamed in rage. She looked up, into the lights on the ceiling
and kicked her feet, she stopped crying for a moment to take a breath. She could heard another baby screaming as
well. She thought it was April, but she
couldn’t tell.
A shadow fell over her. She moved her eyes, and saw it was her
mother.
“Who’s weady for theeir
diapee change Beckers?”
Becky cringed. She laid still as her mother worked, and
started to pull the fresh diaper up between her legs. Becky blushed at the idea of getting her
poopy diaper changed. But she knew she
couldn’t change it herself any longer.
“How’s that? Is baby happy?” her mother gushed sweetly.
Becky blinked her eyes, they
seemed to have a milky covering. They
were all blurry. She tried to talk back,
and heard only gently cooing sounds. “Oh
God!” she thought. “I don’t want to be
an infant! I don’t want to lose
everything!” Then the pleasant feeling
started to return. This time it didn’t
stop at her diaper. It grew and grew.
Warmth filled her, from her
stomach to her chest, and finally slowly crept into her head. She thought she felt herself being moved, but
couldn’t be sure. Everything was
fuzzy. Everything was buzzing. Something came into focus in front of her
face. “Momma!” ran through her mind one
last time before the wave of warmth finally filled her head. She could feel her body tense, and spit run
from her open mouth. But she couldn’t do
anything to stop it.
Becky’s toes curled as the
wave broke and she felt everything, her memories, her personality, her very
soul rise on the crescendo. She had
never felt such bliss. She couldn’t even
moan as she was lifted higher and higher.
Her hand slipped into her diaper, grasping and rubbing, the feeling grew
more intense. She felt herself start to
lose it. A spurt of pee ran onto her
hand. Becky didn’t care, she wanted
more. She pushed, and was rewarded with
pleasure. She felt the flow storm into
her diaper, running down her hand, but as it slowly left her she felt
everything leave with it. She could no
longer fight as everything that made her Becky, was washed away. All her memories and education, ran out of
her and puddled into the diaper.
Leaving behind a warm, wet, permanent plaything for her mother.”
Becky finished reading the
story. Her eyes dry. Shock causing her body to tremble. “No…” She whispered. “It can’t happen…” She poked at the diaper around her waist
again. And saw the discoloration of her
previous accidents. She wondered, “Is
that really my thoughts and dreams?”
She tried to remember what
had happened at school several months in the past. And was shocked when she couldn’t. Becky tried to recall the names of other
friends and came up blank. “Oh shit!” She drew her legs up under her and found
herself squatting in her chair. “It’s
true! I’m pissing my brains out.” Then she had an idea. “Maybe I can shock this thing away by finding
my friends!”
She brought up a new tab and
re-opened DA. Then went to the upper
left hand corner to see her own page. As
she watched the curser get close she felt the diaper start it’s magic
again. She closed her eyes as she
reached down and tried to hold herself through the diaper. It was too thick and all she did was manage
to feel herself piss away more of her maturity.
When it was over Becky looked
back up at the monitor. She finished
moving the arrow, and clicked. Her page
opened and she move to the box to see her friends. But when the box opened all she did was stare
at it. “I…. Can’t read this!” She freaked out as she looked down at her
keyboard and couldn’t understand any of the letters. Reality sank in as she finally figured out
she could no longer read.
Tears came as she stepped off
her chair. The sagging diaper making it
almost impossible to walk. She started
looking for something sharp, anything.
If it didn’t cut the diaper it would cut her skin. “I’m not ending up like that!” she said. Before she found anything her door opened
behind her and her mother walked in.
“Hey sweetie pie! Need a new diapee?” she held up a fresh and dry diaper as she
talked to her.
Becky’s stomach dropped. “Not you too mom! I don’t need diapers! I’m a big girl!”
Her mother just laughed. “Yeah, a big girl in a soaking wet diaper.” She walked towards her, an odd gleam in her
eyes. “Let’s get that diaper changed so
I can feed you. And then we’ll put baby
Becky down for a nap.”
Becky was crying, “Don’t say
we’re going over to April’s.” she thought.
“And then we’ll go see
April! Isn’t that nice!”
“Nooo!” Becky screamed as she
was pushed down on her bed by her mother.
“We’re going to have some
much fun.” Her mother kissed her on the
forehead. “My little baby Becky. You’re so cute in your Pampers, I hope you never
grow up!”
Becky shook her head, and
closed her eyes. Willing herself to
die. Instead she got a fresh diaper and
a new pacifier. She could already feel
herself leaking before her mother had left the room. Seconds after the lights turned out she felt
herself drifting to sleep “Have to… Stay up….”
As her body relaxed her
mother blew her a kiss from just outside the door. “So cute Becky. I’ll see you in a few hours.” She sighed as she thought at being a
mother. “My beautiful little angel. Good night baby.”
End.