Chapter 1 - Diagnosis

	I'd like to speak to you alone for a minute Mrs. 
Abbey, the doctor said with a serious look.  The two 
stepped out of the examination room as a small 8 year old 
boy sat clad in only his underwear on the examination 
table.  He looked several years younger than he actual was 
and was somewhat underdeveloped when it came to learning.  
It was for this reason he had been held back a year and 
then later pulled back again.  He wasn't retarded, but slow 
when it came to learning.  He was finally starting to do 
good in school this time and his self esteem was boosted, 
but then he started having accidents very shortly after he 
went to the bathroom.  He would go and when he was done and 
started to walk down the hall that's when it would happen, 
a short trickle of pee would soak the front of his 
underwear and could sometimes be seen on his pants.  At 
first his mom paid it no mind and though it would just go 
away, but later it got worse and he started to have 
accidents at night maybe once a week.  She read that it was 
normal for kids his age to wet the bed but was concerned 
because it came on so suddenly and without warning, and the 
accidents during the day were getting worse so she made an 
appointment with doctor Adler at the local urilogical 
hospital.
	"Mrs. Abbey your sons bladder muscles seem to be 
weakening, it is hard to tell at this time the precise 
cause so we are going to have to do some more tests to 
determine it.  If this current rate of weakening does not 
change I am afraid that he might become permanently 
incontinent.  I estimate that he has a year, maybe two, 
before he loses all of his control.  We can use medication 
and bladder exercises but I am afraid that that will only 
slow it down.  Right now the only thing you can do is to 
help him adjust.  It is not going to be easy so I will help 
you work through it.  
	"so what's going to happen? will he have to wear 
diapers or something?"  
	"There are many different ways of controlling urine 
leakage, but yes at this time I would suggest diapers but 
not until he is totally incontinent.  He should start 
wearing diapers at night to help him get used to them and 
during the day have him wear pull-ups or pads.  I would 
recommend pull ups since pads are harder to deal with.  I'm 
going to want to see him again in a couple of weeks so we 
can further asses his situation and do some more tests.  
Until then I suggest that you help him to adjust, and I'll 
give you some material to read on the subject.  If you have 
any questions or problems just call and I can help you."
	"Thank you doctor.", she said.  While this 
conversation was taking place one of the nurses walked in 
on Kevin, he suddenly looked very nervous and tried to 
cover himself.  "Now that's all right, I'm a nurse and you 
don't have anything I haven't seen before." she said.  He 
turned a deep crimson.  In her hand she had a pull up.  
"Okay the doctor wants you to wear these now, so don't 
fight me, okay"  Kevin immediately recognized what it was, 
a pull up like he had seen on TV.  For some reason Kevin 
always felt very nervous when it came to talk about 
diapers.  He couldn't understand it but the thought of 
diapers and being in diapers seemed enjoyable.  He had 
often thought about what it might be like to wear them 
again.  
	He blushed again and said, "no, I won't fight you."  
"good, then go into the bathroom and put it on and then you 
can get dressed.  He slowly got of the examination table 
and took the soft white pull up.  As he walked toward the 
bathroom he wondered why he had to wear them.  At first he 
thought maybe they knew he wanted to wear them and that's 
why, of course that didn't explain his accidents.  So he 
finally surmised that maybe since he wanted to wear them 
his body stopped working right, or something like that.  
When he got in the bathroom he closed the door and pulled 
off his underwear and set them on the floor.  He then 
pulled open the pull up, only it wasn't like the kind on 
TV, these were an off brand of some sort and were not soft 
like cloth except on the sides, the rest was just like a 
real diaper.  He slowly slipped one leg into the hole.  As 
he did it made a wonderful crinkly sound, it made him feel 
strange, like nothing before, he couldn't quite figure out 
what it was.  Then he slipped in his other leg and slowly 
pulled it up.  It crinkled as he pulled it up and as it 
slowly enveloped his crotch, he felt a secure warmth around 
him, it just felt right, like he was meant to be in 
diapers.  He then put on the rest of his clothes still 
quite aware that beneath his shorts was a diaper of sorts.  
He felt very secure and realized he wouldn't have to worry 
about the accidents.  As he walked out he could hear the 
diaper crinkle softly under his shorts, it felt strange to 
walk around in the pull up, his crotch area felt much 
bigger and he was sure that everyone would know he was 
wearing them.